These feelings. It’s lonely. I want someone. The only one right now who puts butterflies in my stomach, I know I could never be with, its wrong. & that talk about soul mates just makes it worse. Like I want to find mine. I want to be in love & be loved back. I want the feeling of being wanted & needed. I want to keep talking to this kid, but its wrong. We both know it. & it sucks honestly. I just want someone. & we spent time with this guy today, like why can’t we just be good friends. Like no he barely talks to me. I just want to be happy.
Side note: I want to start working on my spirituality. Not religion, spiritual stuff. Idk man. Choices.